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Full ≠ Whole

by Eli Blackmon

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1.
Empty Room 04:53
Long nights Endless mornings It never seems to end A hole in my chest And a heart with no beat Free me from my suffering Slow dance In a room of darkness I've never been so alone Find me someone to love For I'm not, I'm not the one In my dreams An angel of beauty To free me from my sorrow Take my hand And lead me to my place where I belong Save myself from my demons Cure me from this endless nightmare And cure me from my pain I don't want to feel anything You're the only one I see I'm stuck in this world With no one to hold So come to me and save me
2.
You're walking home alone As my heart erases from you Wondering how we ended up this way Now you're out of reach Escaping my arms Where do we go from here And I'm so sorry that I hurt you that way But hopefully i can change someday How many times have you felt the urge to break away from me I'm losing you and missing all the times you had with me And with these feelings inside me To only show that I'm not yours And it's been killing me how you won't answer me You disappeared in a blink of an eye And I've lost you to another one And I'm so sorry that I hurt you that way But hopefully I can change someday But after you I won't love again How many times have you felt the urge to break away from me I'm losing you and missing all the times you had with me And with these feelings inside me To only show that I'm not yours
3.
Karma 04:24
It's a miracle That the bed you made for him is all you need Suffocate yourself in your dreams That the fate you feared is now a daydream You're a broken lock with no damn key You're crying off to sleep It's so wonderful to see you this way Another scar that sticks It's so wonderful to see you this way Another broken heart To save yourself you drown in your pain One by one it all ends up the same Take your pills at night so you sleep well Facing all the shit you've done to me You're crying off to sleep It's so wonderful to see you this way Another scar that sticks It's so wonderful to see you this way Walking aimlessly Trying to figure out Who's the one who understands you Fighting the weak side It's so wonderful to see you this way Find your grave now It's so wonderful to see you this way I'm moving on now It's so wonderful to live another day
4.
Sing for the open And sing for those who care If you have no reason Then why the hell do you care And I know you don't find this clear So if you want me to explain Looking back at all the times when you put me down In between your toes and you'd hang me by a thread Just to get in my head And now I walk away, never looking backwards And now you are full of regrets Now I'm holding my heart back from love So I can't end up in this hole that we've created
5.
On a summer day I'm home alone Breathing in the air from the ceiling fan Twenty hours of no sun Killing time with the little things Sinking towards the blankets upon my bed So I'm coming out today Facing my own fears And wishing for the best tonight And as I walk on my two feet My incubus is left behind My heart my soul Is all one thing My mind my thoughts are consuming me leaving me to fend for myself My wall it breaks on me My life is one broken puzzle piece And everywhere I turn is one bad dream It's too late now It's too late now It's too late now It's too late now
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released May 13, 2018

Special Thanks to Tollie Pugh of Downward for playing drums
All other instruments played by Eli Blackmon
Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Eli Blackmon

For Peyton Arens

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